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Wrote a book and forgot about it... kinda


Soooo, a few months ago, Source told me to write a book!

(You can read the whole story about that in the book ๐Ÿ˜‚)

So after much self torture and procrastination and tears and worry and internal drama ๐Ÿ™„

I released the book (yay me ๐ŸŽ‰)

And then... radio silence.

I posted about it a couple times (like exactly twice)

My wonderful friends and family even bought and shared the book

Me... radio silence.

I didn't think it was good (again)

I felt self conscious (again)

Cue the mental spiral ๐ŸŒ€

Christina, aren't we tired of this yet? (I say to myself)

Sigh.

Today, my beautiful friend, Geri, created and shared the most beautiful reel about MY BOOK.

๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿฅน and I picked up my book for the first time in months, hidden on my bookshelf

And I read every page and cried tears - like I didn't write the book!!!

I was like, "DAMN THIS IS REALLY GOOD! WHY AM I NOT SHARING THIS?!"๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ

And then I posted about it. Felt excited about it. Felt great about it.

No doubts, no fears, no mental spiral.

Just excitement to share

And pride in myself

AND forgiveness for the spirals and self torture and procrastination and tears and worry and internal drama - it's all part of this journey - I can appreciate it and also forgive it and let it go

I can evolve and get better and fall down and get back up and be proud of every little step and "mis-step"

I was reminded this week that it's all a journey. And just like I can hold space for everyone else,

I can hold space for myself EVEN DEEPER. Today, this is how I show up for ME!

Falling back in love with my words. Feeling a little less fear. Feeling a bit more cozy in my skin

Happy. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Pain + Passion - grab your copy today!

https://www.cbfreeru.com/product-page/pain-passion-book

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